A Mess of A Dreamer

this things will change

2009-12-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

Okay, i think I'm gonna ditch blogger completely. hehe, sorry guys. bye!! link my tumblr one :D

this things will change

2009-12-02T19:28:00.001+08:00

Okay, i think I'm gonna ditch blogger completely. hehe, sorry guys. bye!! link my tumblr one :D

Hello tumblr!!!

2009-11-16T17:33:00.001+08:00

haha, i got Jerrica and joseph to ditch blogger and use tumblr. Tumblr 's freakin cool. You can reblog other ppl's post and the images will come out as slide shows :) EEEKKKKK :D

http://meetmeinthepouringrain.tumblr.com/

Change guys!!

Blogger is freakin slow . Tumblr is v. fast!!

Introducing tumblr :)

2009-11-15T21:20:00.001+08:00

http://meetmeinthepouringrain.tumblr.com/

:D :D

new blog!! Tumblr is WAY cooler than blogger !!

I'm not ditching blogger. Tumblr is more pictures and quotes :) Like twitter. ( well , a bit like twitter)

I'll use blogger to post longer stuffs :)

haha, link me kayyy, on your blogs. then ada two shaowen :D one blogger one tumblr. HAHHA.

I think most of you nvr heard of tumblr right??

Twitter and Fearless PE

2009-11-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

TWITTER IS LOVE!!! I'M OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO IT :D ;D ;D

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FEARLESS PLATINUM EDITION'S COMING OUT IN MALAYSIA ON NOV 23!!! BUY BUY BUY!!!

Lovelovelove <3

New tracks:

Jump then fall
Untouchable ( song i'm currently obsessed with)
The Other side of the door
Come in with the rain
Forever and Always ( Piano Version) [ I tell you, this is the bomb. esp the "back up,back up" part]
Superstar

buy kay!!! :)

hearts,

wen<3

Tagged by joseph and shiwen

2009-11-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
still very tired.

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Talisa,Syn Yee, Karmay :) ahha, Last day of school.

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?

By my parents? no. By my relatives? Yes.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
nope. My brother's experience totally freaked me out.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Duh, sometimes guys make better friends than girls

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope.

8. What does your last message say?
What message? From Twitter or sms? my last message from Twitter is "500 internal server error. I officially hate you ." hahah

9. What are you thinking right now?
Internal Service error sucks.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yesss.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
11 pm :P

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
i don't rmber.

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
yea
14. Who was the last person who text you?
Hotlink. hahah.

1)Joseph
2) Jerrica
3) Jonathan
4) you
5)you
6)Shirlie
7) Daniel
8) Jia wei
9) you.
10) Shiwen

15. Who is number two having a relationship with?
*cough cough* no one due to some reasons.

16. Is number three a male or female?
male !!!

17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good?
Ewww. they're both straight.

18. What is number 1 studying?
nothing i guess.

19. Is number 4 single?
Ask whoever it is!

20. Say something about number 6.
I.......................just saw her yesterday???

21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together?
Again. Eww. EWWW!!

22. Describe number 9 .
idk, it's another "you" so. Wtv. I'm lazy to think of names to tag

23. Do you like number 8 ?
Yea!!! He got everyone thinking he had triplets as brothers yestreday. HAHAHHA

24. What you think of number 6 and number 10 being together?
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tags like this is stupid :P What to do, I'm bored :P

11/11

2009-11-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FEARLESS ANNIVERSARY!!!

Fearless is NOT the absent of fear;

it's not about being completely unafraid.

Fearless is having fears.

Fearless is having doubts.

Lots of them.

Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death .

Fearless is walking into your freshman year of high school at fifteen.

Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again,

even though every time you 've tried before,you've lost.

It's Fearless to have faith that someday things will change.

Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you,

even if you can't breathe without them.

I think it's Fearless to fall for your best friend,even though he's in love with someone else.

And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing,

I think it's Fearless to stop believing them.

It's Fearless to say "YOU'RE NOT SORRY",and walk away.

I think loving someone despite what people think is Fearless.

I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is Fearless.

Letting go is Fearless.

Then, moving on and being alright ...That's Fearless too.

but no matter what love throws at you , you have to believe in it.

You have to believe in love stories and prince charming and happily ever after.

That's why i write these songs.

because i think love is Fearless.

wise words taylor :) I love you for them :)

you're awesome and you deserved all the success you've gotten from Fearless.

You guys out there probably think i'm mad and don't believe in "Fearless"

Well, I do :) A lot. And i believe what Taylor meant about Fearless.

Cos she Is, indeed , FEARLESS.

Happy Fearless Anniversary again,guys.

11/11/09 ( one year anniversary)

you rock my world , tay :)

Congrats on getting the BMI award for best song of the year for two years in a row,and congrats for leading the People's choice awards with 3 nomination in the music section!!

Hearts,

wen<3

Yea, you think i'm boring you guys with all this Taylor Stuff. Whatever, i like blogging bout Tay.

Team Taylor Square!!

Amen :)

First post of November

2009-11-10T19:38:00.004+08:00

November. ekkkk, it's the end of the year already :-\ pssshhhh, time flies.Think about it , I was so different this year, compared to last year i mean. hmmmmmm, another year, new changes :) I know i made a LOT of friends though :) (you guys make my life special! Ily!)

Should i make a resolution for next year? ahah, it's only November, but since i'm real bored now and i have nothing to do while i wait for my download to finish, i'll do it :D HAHAHA

~~Kwan Shao Wen's list of Resolutions for next year~~

nawww, sounds so wrong :P

Kwan Shao Wen's list of things to do? next year. (oh whatever, you get the point)

1. GO TO A TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT!!!

2. Be more outgoing.

3.get my forum to WORK!

4.Try not to buy so many original CDs. ( Stick with buying Taylor Swift's , Justin Bieber's,Demi Lovato's and Selena Gomez's )

5.Be an expert with photoshop.

6. Get a laptop :)

7. Don't suck so much.

8. Stop eating junk so much.

9. Stay loyal to Taylor Swift .

10.Complete my second year anniversary at AT :) (lol, my first AT-niversary haven't even past.Next month!! )

11.Read more, sleep less. ( Idea taken from Crystal's PM. haha)

12. Love more :)

13. Try not to fail Form 4. haha.

(This is a long list)

14. Stop being so bored at times :)

and lastly....

15. learn the guitar well...

hahahha.
i'm really bored, i guess.

hearts,

shaowen <3

2009-10-27T12:36:00.000+08:00

I'm bored :-\

I found something :D :D
ICONS!!!!!

^^ haha, my favourite

credits to swimchick :D :D

I made graphics :D

2009-10-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

thank you thank you kp for the amazing tutorials . You're amazing and I love you till death :D lovelovelove <3333

2nd

1st

I'm addicted :D :D :D

YAY !!!

Fearless Platinum is out today !!

hearts,

shaowen

FEARLESS PLATINUM EDITION

2009-10-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JUMP THEN FALL!! *faints*

the 29 sec preview.

http://www.amazon.com/Fearless-Platinum-Edition/dp/B002T66IHC/

though I couldn't resist :P I went to youtube and listened to the full version of jump then fall, but not the others . haha, it's good that bmr took down the rest so I can't hear them :D

hey, the way i loved you by Selena Gomez is good!!

This and That

2009-10-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

okay, so i haven't sold my CD yet, still looking for buyers, yo!!

2 more days till Fearless PLATINUM EDITION COMING OUT!!

from AT and from bmr.com :D
Gorgeous right? too bad it's not the album cover :(

I love Selena Gomez's new album. The songs are not bad actually!!!

little update

2009-10-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

Sold my fearless Malaysian edition album.

Guys who own twitter :
get #fearlessrerelease as a trending topic!! it's coming out in 6 days in the USA . and God knows when in Malaysia :P

<<<<

Selling Fearless Album!!

2009-10-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

* before you continue reading, NO, i did not stop liking Taylor Swift.I will always be loyal to Taylor. One and only.Even if you hear me go crazy about Gloriana of Justin Bieber. Taylor will always be on the top.

Heyheyheyheyhey!!! I recently acquired another Fearless Album, but this time it's the Malaysian Edision. It's brand new CD, i didn't even PLAY it before. Selling it at RM20 when the original price is RM26.90.Interested? Please contact me :)

hearts,
wen

FIFTEEN!!!!!!!

2009-10-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

It's THAT GOOD !!

I LOVE YOU TAYLOR :D :D :D :D :D

:D:D:D:D

watch it before cmt copyright it.

Freaking spammers

2009-09-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

I dislike people who spam their way through forums just to get more post and new ranks. Well, not really spamming but just keep posting in all those games section just to get more post. Pfft. I post on the games section too, but I CHOOSE what game i wanna play.No, THIS PERSON posts on every SINGLE game on the first page.and that's not it, she post in those games on THE SECOND PAGE where people seldom look. Pfft, just to get 6000 post I guess, just for the shine so bright status. BE HAPPY with Fearless Fan. Now there's getting more and more of these people on the forum.Okay, maybe I'm also counted as doing the same time LAST TIME, but I totally stopped now, cos I'm VERY HAPPY with the title Fearless fan. Though now it's not so special cos every one keep spamming and there are more people with the FEARLESS FAN status than last time. pfft. There is a rule on the forum saying:-

5. No spamming. Meaning don't repeatedly post in a thread just to boost your post count.

see this?!?

i'm not so annoyed by the other spammers but this PERSON is getting on my nerves, every time I post on a few of my favourite games thread and every time I go to my "show new replies to my posts" it will appear there again , just seconds later.and guess what ?? Every single one of them , the last post will be from HER. She is friggin' clogging my "show new replies to my posts" section. Pfft, wish some mod will give her a warning or something. Now I can't even post in them anymore, cos I know if I do so, she will get to spam more. Yesterday her number of post is 3023(some where near there, as long as she didn't even reach 3100) today? she's 3580. WTH RIGHT? I only gain like max 20-30 posts a day. Sure, she always manage to find cool pictures of Taylor and her band and stuffs. But her spamming irritates me. Too bad I don't have the rights to say anything. It's like she 's trying to exceed me in the number of post.

TO YOU:
I have 3857 post and I'm gonna let YOU get more post than me,happy? I'll probably visit the site tomorrow and see you'll already have 4000+ posts. Get your shine so bright status and green stars, and what does that make you? To ME, you're just another idiot who's a spammer and clogs my "show new replies to my posts" section.YOU are NOT MY FRIEND on the forum,I will never like you to be mine. You make my life in AT miserable when I go on at night. Now I have to go online in the afternoon where I have friends who DON'T Spam to talk to. Sucks is I don't really get to go online during 12 + . I really hope you can find yourself another forum to spam and leave AT. This way I can FINALLY have my old life back on there.I have no wish of leaving the forum cos you're the one's that's has more wrong than me.You friggin' irritate me.

There'a also another girl who spams the songwriting section just to get posts. Idk if she really reads all the songs or not. But she just post "great job" and "that's great" to every song posted. WHAT'S THE POINT THEN? I rather don't have you commenting on my songs:-\

I'm pissed at these people,

Shaowen

P/s: I never posted so long be4 for a long time, and that doesn't make me feel any better.

PMR is a stupid exam and introducing Justin Bieber

2009-09-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

I'm sick sick sick sick of the books. I'm gonna ~~pass~~ fail Pmr cos I can't bring myself to study. Sure I study,but my brain keep saying no and I have to force myself to. I can't wait fot October 13. Urgghh, I hate exams. Oct 13 please come faster. I don't care about my results anymore. I don't care about that stupid 8 As. All I want is 6 or 7 As. I just wanna get it all over with. Urgghh.

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:(

He's 15, can you believe it? He looks 10. And he's freaking rumoured to be dating Taylor Swift.
Sorry Justin, as much as I think you're cute, I don't Taylor's your type. for one, you're 15, she's 19

Listen to his song Justin Bieber-One time. it is love <3
Justin Bieber= cuteness.
And thank you for standing up for Taylor <3

Hearts,

Shaowen

2009-09-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hey hello hello.
Are YOU a Taylor Swift fan?
Big fan of hers?

Feel like talking about her all along but you just have to keep it to yourself or your friends couldn't stand you talking about her 24/7?
Feel like talking to other fans which is from the very same country? (For Malaysians)
Or meet other fans from other country? :D

Yeah, now here's your chance!
Taylor Swift Malaysia is the place!

TSM just opened and it is looking for moderators. Fans are welcomed to join :)

Hearts,

Shao Wen

Meme: Save Yvonne's Sight

2009-09-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

Yvonne Foong has been raising funds for the operations she needs to treat her neurofibromatosis which causes tumours to grow inside her body.

Yvonne had already lost her hearing and communicated through writing on a small white board. But now she's losing her eyesight and needs another operation again. The operation is due in December and once again she needs to raise funds for it. The cost of the surgery is USD44,000 (RM154,770) and the cost of her hospital stay for two weeks is USD915 or RM3219.

She has already raised RM10,000 of this but obviously still has a long way to go. She's hoping to raise the rest by republishing her book I'm Not Sick, Just A Little Bit Unwell in English and Chinese.The books are now available in Malaysian bookshops and from her website store. She is also selling T-shirts at bazaars and via her web site store. You can read about her surgery and donate to her fund here.

You can also help by sending on this meme. If you do, please follow these meme rules:

1. Create a blog entry titled "Meme: Save Yvonne's Sight"

2. List three things you love to see. Add in the picture of Yvonne's book cover. The URL is http://www.yvonnefoong.com/images/banner/my-story.jpg

3. End with the line, "Yvonne Foong is in danger of losing her eyesight thanks to neurofibromatosis (NF). Please find out how you can help her by visiting her blog at http://www.yvonnefoong.com.

4. Tag 5 blog friends. Be sure to copy the rules, OK?

5. If you have a Facebook account, please check out Ellen's new invention, a "feme" pronounced FEEM, a meme designed for Facebook here. And if you want to blog about NF, that would be great too!

bleghhh, can't think of three things, but to the ppl I tag, please do, cos my brain is malfunctioning :)

I Taggggggggg:

1. Corgi :D ( please do it no matter how busy you are :D )

2.Joseph

3.Daniel

4.Jerrica

5 Sue lu

Yvonne Foong is in danger of losing her eyesight thanks to neurofibromatosis (NF). Please find out how you can help her by visiting her blog at http://www.yvonnefoong.com.

Boys like girls are geniuses <3333

2009-09-13T13:38:00.005+08:00

I lovelovelove this song.Literally obsessed with it.Two is better than one.ft Taylor Swift!!!

Two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one

it's so sweet, and the way they harmonize is awe-some . Seriously. AHHHHHH, I SHOULD HAVE WENT MTV WORLD STAGE TO MEET THEM!! WHY DIDN'T THEY RELEASE THEIR ALBUM EARLIER!!! Pfft.Pshhhhhtttt.

:(,
Shaowen

I think I'm obsessed with graphic now :)

2009-09-08T19:52:00.004+08:00

Graphics <3333 oh, love :)

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Serene felt his eyes on her, but she did not give a thought about it, all she cared about for now is to make Alana's birthday bash work.And it better work. That little skin contact they made got her thinking, it got her to replay the scene in her head over and over again. She smiled, thinking that this will make a good inspiration for her .

another piece extracted from a dear friend :)

Hearts,
Shaowen

A failure attept to post a letter

2009-09-05T19:08:00.006+08:00

How stupid can I get?!? I went and post a letter without a stamp. FAILURE MAN!!! goodbye bag :(

I finally got a header for my forum, which is still as pathetic as ever.
It's made by kp on AT, thanks :)

I totally love it.

http://i57.photobucket.com/albums/g229/cutecittykitty/malaysiacopy.png
click on this link for a better look :)

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He felt a familiar touch against him, before he could turn to see who was the owner of the touch, a familiar person walked past. It was Her. Suddenly, he realized how mush he had missed her.He tried to reach out to her, but it was too late, she was gone.

hahah, just a random piece I took from a friend :) Good? I love the story :D

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another piece:( a fanfic)

He opened the car door, and I stepped inside. He followed, while Nick and Kevin got the really back part of the car. So that meant Joe and I had to stay together.

"I don't understand why you're staying in the really really back part," I said to Nick and Kevin.

Nick snickered and Kevin merely smiled. I sighed. "Is something going to pop up on this chair or something?"

"I'm not the ultimate prankster, you know," Joe said, trying to look offended. "Yet."

I laughed loudly with Joe, until I sighed. "Sorry, that was impolite."

"You're our friend. You can do it any time."

We reached my destination, and I sighed and looked at Joe Jonas with awe.

"What?" he finally said, staring at me, no expression at all but curiosity.

"What, what?"

"Why are you staring at me like that?"

"The proper words..." I sighed. "I'm really thankful for this."

"Hurry before you're late." Joe smiled. "Before we get late, too."

"All because of you," Kevin coughed.

I smiled. "Thanks, everyone. Have a nice day." I jumped off their car and walked towards my photoshoot, not taking my mind off Joe Jonas' smile.

He was cute, but he didn't make my crush list.

Yet.

by Gabbi.( where's chapter 4 xD)

Hearts,
Shao Wen

Blarhhh....

2009-08-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

I'm totally in love with the Percy Jackson series. Ahhh, I love <33333

The movie is out next year, but get this, they got 20 something years old as the actors of 12 year old heroes . Go figure !! * roll eyes*

Blerrhhh, this holiday really suck. And I'm having troubles with my guitar. It just don't sound right!I have no idea what's wrong. I tuned it according to the piano, and I sounds the same. Jeez.

Hearts,
Shao Wen

2009-08-28T11:55:00.001+08:00

okay, it's done! but I need a header, shucks xD

http://taylorswiftmalaysia.forums-free.com/

I still think I'm freaking insane. No one's gonna join and stay active anyway.*smacks head*

I need help

2009-08-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

Anyone knows how to create a website? Cos I need help. Thanks :D

Hearts,
ShaoWen

Shucks

2009-08-25T18:56:00.002+08:00

I should have been born in England or in Nashville.

I'm too pissed to say why. No not pissed, just....... no idea how do I explain this all out. It all seems so stupid to you guys, but it seems so important to me .

ANYWAY ...................................

I did this stupid My kind of guy thing on FB ( Thanks a lot Suli )
yea yea, like doing some stupid note will get me my kind of guy* roll eyes *

oh, and fake some enthusiasm will you?

I got FEARLESS FAN status on AT, I wanna stay in that status forever and ever :)
hahahahahahahaha.
I'm living in my own little world, I think .

Hearts,
Shao Wen

It's over, but It's just the freaking beginning

2009-08-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

sighhhhh, true , it's over,but not technically :/ But today I'm gonna indulge myself in the stuffs I love. I'm gonna be in my sanctuary :) Happy Hols, people :D

Chenyenne Kimball

2009-08-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

Cheyenne Kimbell, a member of the country music band -Gloriana :) (I found out how to pronounce her name, it's Shy-ain ) I love her, she's super awesome. She used to have a tv show on MTV called 'Cheyenne' , before Gloriana, she released an album too. And she's only 19 !!

Cheyenne Kimball :)

oh, this is made by Delta from AT :] Thanks, girl.

Listen to this song:Over Me now-Gloriana,
Shao Wen

My crazy bestie turned 15 :D

2009-08-03T19:34:00.010+08:00

Talisa turned 15!!! wheee, girl :) haha, photos here :) Ily girl , lovelovelove . How will you survive w/o me, tsk tsk, the girl who doesn't even know where Taiping is xD

Whee, with the b'day girl :DJeremy dem potong la you. xD

Meet Betsy!!! Our new friend. the purple crab!!!( that was real random, kar may )

spot me? haha, PN NG!!! why is it just the two of us? oh, wait, you only have two hands, oops :)

Birthday girl and her bunch of idiotic friends :D

I must've thought that the camera was down there. xD

Kar may, me, Tali

KAR MAY, I can't see your eyes!!!!! lol xD

I love you banyak banyak :) I bet cha had a great b'day right???

P/s : I started the fight xD I know you love me :)

29th July 2009 :)

Hearts,
Shao Wen

This made my day

2009-08-02T19:31:00.007+08:00

Did I get your attention? hahaha, I photoshopped the last one. Naw, they're not dating. I wish. Tay's just there doing a guest appearence in Taylor Laurtner's new movie called Valentine Day . Can't wait!!!

Hearts,
Shao Wen

Answer this question

2009-07-28T17:46:00.001+08:00

How far would you go to show your love to somebody.

I need you guys' help. PPPLLLLEEEAAAAAAAAASSSSEEEEEE!!I wanna win Gloriana's autograph CD, PLEASE!!

No stupid answers okay ?
I need it soon , help?

Holy...................

2009-07-26T19:56:00.004+08:00

This is the second post of the day, I couldn't resist , this dude is a freaking GENIUS. ( well, to me xD)

and before the bridge he added love story in it. WOW!!!2:40 is the best part.
He should be Tay's pianist.

Shocked? I am.

A change of siggys :D

2009-07-26T16:27:00.004+08:00

Made by Delta !!! Thanks, girl. I <3333 it .
Love how she made the text looked.
It's one of the lines of my new song!!
I seriously love this photoshoot. Tay looks hot in it :)

I'm happy,
Shao Wen

Photos!!

2009-07-21T19:43:00.006+08:00

Just some photos that I decided to upload after a long time :)

This is what you get if you add a girl+ her camera phone+ boredom+ her bedroom

Talisa and I :)

Finally bluetooth-ed it over from her phone xD

Random much?!?

tsk,tsk, Talisa xD

Hearts,
Shao Wen

Poofffff

2009-07-18T18:05:00.003+08:00

Every time when I click on the new post sign I'll forget what I wanna post :S Schoooopiiiggg. Owh, I wanna watch Aliens in the Attic and I love you, Betty Cooper, one's with Ashley Tisdale in it and another 1 with Hayden Panettiere( how do you spell it?!?) I saw both the trailers :D Funny :) The person who played Bellatrix in Harry Potter is FEAKY!! Oh, the movie was awesome, and seriously LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNGG

It's hilarious. Emma Watson is getting hotter and hotter while Daniel Radcliffe and Rupert Grint is getting uglier and uglier . hahahahaha, you know what, I think I'm a dreamer. Maybe that explain why I just changed my header to " A Mess of a Dreamer". Because I'm a MESS of a super DREAMER. I'm going Tropicana City 2morrow, hehe, with Tali , jer and ikin . I still think Taylor looked SUPER HOT in this picture.

It's for the L.E.I fall collection.

I'm outta here,
Shao Wen

Thank God I put that phone down..

2009-07-12T17:12:00.002+08:00

I totally LOVE Gloriana!! They're geniuses!! They're new song is just as good as wild at heart, or else BETTER. Check it out :

THe way it goes

I love:)

Darn.

2009-07-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

I think my brother deleted all my songs . @!%#&#!(*&#@()!#^.
I suck as a friend :S
I just watched a really interesting video.
oh, and fb is being retarded.

2009-07-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

A Mess of a dreamer

My baby :)

2009-06-28T17:32:00.005+08:00

My babe new ipod :) I'm waiting for it to charge finish so I can snap a photo of it, haha. It's my belated birthday present from my parents. Well, they're paying 300 and I'm paying the rest. I need to buy 1 cos my mp3 totally crashed xD Now I'm struggling with itunes xD. Lol, Talisa, I need your help. I got my ipod cheap cos my cousin worked there :D HAH, thanks Bee jie :)

photo coming soon :)

Photo's here :)

I'm happy :D,
Shao Wen

You belong with me

2009-06-23T19:40:00.005+08:00

Well, I'm ecstatic that people have been coming to me and telling me, you belong with me is awesome! I'm happy for Taylor. hahaha, so here's the making of the video, it's HILARIOUS :) Well, to me :) Idk if you think it's funny.

Part 1:
Hi. I'm Taylor :D

I already have a light saber, so no thanks.

Part 2:
CAITLIN!!!!! as her alter ego Eunice. hahaha, I love her. I don't know if it's part 2 or 3 , she's like " can yo fisex mai fruit, I bwroke it. " lol, cos of her braces xD

oh, the clarinet!! I played it before. lol.No, seriously, I play it before xD

Part 3:
KISS!!
T: What!!
L: So, I'm gonna kiss Taylor? SWEET!
*laughs*
T: Okay, I didn't get the memo on that xD

Part 4:
The last part was so FUNNY, lol, it sounded awful, poor Paul, kena hit by Amos .
I don't know if you can c it here, if you can't , go you tube.

Guess, what I got 5 Bs. Guess it didn't hit me so hard as before. Lol, I don't carre bout mid-term di, gonna study hard 4 Trails. Can you imagine? AUGUST 10!! So fast :/

Hearts,
Shao Wen

Thug Story :)

2009-06-17T18:31:00.003+08:00

CMT awards '09 :D Congrats to Taylor on winning two awards out of four :)

I love the last part of this Thug Story.

what what i knit sweaters yo
what what? dont test me *BLEEP*

"HEY HOLD ON, HOLD ON, I DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING I DIDNT EVEN SWEAR! I SAID YO... YOU GUYS BLEEPED ME AND I DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING, I DIDNT EVEN SWEAR"

"Hello?" .. ach..

lol, I love it, Austin was the photographer there :) Andrea's in it too!
Lol, I received my 4th B today, don't ask.

:/ :S :(

2009-06-14T20:56:00.005+08:00

Lucas Till is love <3
lovelovelove!!

and school's starting tomorrow. Darn, school = hell, I screwed up my WHOLE exam.
I'm confused,I'm worried,I'm scared. And it has nothing to do with my exams.

If you ever get a chance, go for it. You are gonna be someone big, I can tell, if you follow your heart and dreams.

What does it mean? What do I do, what will happen if I do. My head's gonna burst. Maybe I should record and post on Youtube xD.

I NEED advice.

I have to decide ,
Shao Wen

2009-06-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

She does not speak her mind,
cos nobody understands her,
She just keeps it inside,
till she breaks down at night,
she has the craziest dreams,
but she's never afraid to chase for it,
she'll do high and low,
just to reach that goal,
if only you'll give her the chance.

Verse 3 of That Girl,
written by Kwan Shao Wen.

Waiting for her guitar,
Shao Wen

Butterfly Fly Away

2009-06-10T14:28:00.002+08:00

This song kinda fit me, well the end part.It's by Miley Cyrus ft Billy Ray Cyrus.

Here it is:
Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away (Butterfly fly away)
Got your wings, now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away(Butterfly fly away)
You've been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do

Butterfly, Butterfly, Butterfly
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away

-------------------------------------

I got the melody of the bridge of paper heart. It sounds good though, can't wait for my guitar :D
But I can't seem to get the melody of the other parts of the song:/ Try harder :D

Hearts,
Shao Wen

Music :)

2009-06-08T19:29:00.004+08:00

No, shiwen, I'm not gonna do he tag, it's stupid and long!!

oh my god, I love this song, and no, it's not by Taylor.
Jesse Mccartney-Told you so

and this, Tay's cover of run, I must admit, it's better than George Straits' version :D
Something that I've been waiting for a long time.

This is so beautiful, I'm gonna try and make 1 myself, haha, sure turn out horrible, but....

Hometown :)

2009-06-07T13:24:00.007+08:00

Venue: Kulai, Johor.
(don't know where it is, google map )

From Tuesday until Today. Eat, eat, eat and eat ;) I had a year worth of durians :D Worst, we had DURIAN CAKE as a birthday cake for my brother and my aunt. Mom says that she's not gonna buy any more durian . HAHAHAHAH.Last night , we went to ummmm, some place near the Malaysia - Singapore border ( I could see Singapore !!) for seafood. It's AWESOME! The pepper crab is so nice and the prawn are really fresh.

My cousin and I :) ( My phone sucks , sry )
My cousin says she's gonna photoshop this picture, hahahhaa.

Mummy and I:)

The other photo is with my cousins, lol, forgottten to bluetooth it over ;D

I don't know what else I can say...

2009-05-31T18:32:00.002+08:00

"And I leave my window open,
Cos I'm too tired at night to call your name,
oh, just know I'm right here , hoping,that,
you would come in with the rain."

Speechless,
Shao Wen

Holding on to my paper heart:)

2009-05-29T19:05:00.002+08:00

I spend my whole morning online :) Chatted with people all around the world . Then spend almost the whole afternoon in Sungai Wang. Thanks to my brother. But I'm happy he's decided to go and dragged us all there, why? Cos I found out Malaysia has Allure mag!!! But I couldn't find the one Tay was in though, never mind, go again. Oh, the June issue to seventeen mag. You know why is it so familiar-looking? Cos I saw that issue 4 months ago. It's the exact same as the US May version of Seventeen mag. The one that I was searching high and low for . Went to Times Square, entered Borders, Shit, I missed the US version May issue by few days, June's out, and they returned the old stock. After begging the kind Borders' staff, ( See, there's still good people in this world) he told me to go fifth floor and search for the mamak store which still has it.

I FOUND IT!! But it cost 20 bucks. Wanted to buy it, but my mom said no. So have to stick to the Local version. She totally nagged me for searching for so long, in the end it's the same. What, I SAW THAT ISSUE 4 MONTHS AGO, HOW CAN I REMEMBER? I SAID IT LOOKED FAMILIAR, DIDN'T I?

I'm addicted to the veronicas-when it all falls apart.

" Cause baby everything is left up straight from the heart, tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart?"

Hearts,
Shao Wen

Today is a happy day.

2009-05-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

Why??? Because......

-Exams are OVER!!!! Maths was HORRIBLE! Kh was, I -understand -but-is-the-answer-this-or-that. Chinese? Okay la, I have to do well cos I totally screwed up my essay:(

-I wrote a GOOD new song, I love it, it's called Paper Heart, kinda inspired by a person :) Thank you that person .

-I bought CLEO mag . Tay's COVER GIRL!!!! I was so excited, thanks to my mom's super sharp eyes when we were out shopping this afternoon :) Thank mom, I love you .

- I'm not going school tomorow, gonna stay at home and kacau people from all around the world :)

Uhhhh, uhhh, that's all I think :)

Hearts,
Shao Wen

100 Truths

2009-05-11T17:58:00.003+08:00

001. Real name: Kwan Shao Wen

002. Nickname(s): Wen,erm,erm,erm, i don't remember. Does sakai counts?

003. Age: 14+++

004. Horoscope: Sagittarius, the best 1 ever :D

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary: Sri Damansara. Taska Tropicana

007. Middle School: Yuk Chai

008. High School: SMKDJ

009. College school: UQ, Cambrige, University of Christchurch, Harvard( I have BIG DREAMS!!)

010. Hair colour: Black

011. Long or short: Long

012.Loud or Quiet: I can be both.

013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

014. Phone or Camera: Phone!! I hate uploading photos into the computer.

015. Health freak: Not really, I 'll take a bag of chips ANYTIME!

016. Drink or Smoke: Smoke? Ewww, it smells disgusting; Drink?? Ewww, Japanese Saeke and beer taste disgusting too.

017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes, if it's the hot blond guy from GLORIANA or the Taylor Laurtner look-alike

018. Eat or Drink: Both-_- Stupid question.

019. Piercings: On the ears.

020. Tattoos: I want a butterfly 1 :D

.021. Social or Anti-Social: Depends, I can be both. You just don't know it.

022. Righty or Lefty: Right.

023. First piercing: On the ears!!

024. First relationship: :)

025. First Best Friend:A girl whose name I forgotten xD

026. First Award: KINDER GARDEN!! I got a lot of number 1 you know ?!?

027. First Kiss: My lips are still a virgin. I'll give it to someone I truly love xD

028. First Pet:fish or bird? How can I remember?

029. First Big Vacation: New ZELAND!!!

030. First Love at first sight: Not really. But I admired people at first sight.

031. First Big Birthday: Never.

032. First Surgery: My eye!! I had pus in my eyes.

033. First sport you joined: I.don't.remember.

034. Orange or Apple Juice: Apple :)

035. Rock or Rap: Rock

036. Country or Screamo: COUNTRY!!! TAYLOR, GLORIANA,KELLIE and you don't wanna get me started.

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Brit-nuy

039. Night or Day: Both?

040. Sun or Moon: Moon -lit walks down the beach ; walking down the aisle on the beach at sunset xD

041. TV or Internet: INTERNET, cos I don't get cable TV

042. Playstation or xbox: Nintendo Wii

043. Kiss or hug: Both, they both show LOVE!!

044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle .

045. Spider or bee: I don't really mind both if they don't piss me off.

046. Fall or spring: Fall, when the leaves fall ; spring ,when the flowers bloom and I can see them from high above xD

047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes, but my brother deleted mine, file too big -_-

048. Soccer or baseball: NONE!! Both are stupid.

049. Eating: Give me food and I'll eat it, well, except ginger.

050. Drinking: A long list mann.

051. Excitement level: I get sakai really quick with friends.

052. I'm about to: Check on my twitter and AT to c any1 that I can talk to.

053. Listening to: WILD AT HEART!! Gloriana

054. Plan for today: othing much, really.

055. Waiting for : May 11 in USA, to c whether Taylor get into the final round of CMT nominees

056. Energy level: 70%

057. Thinking of someone: Of course.

058. Want kids: Yup

059. Want to get married:DUH!!

060. When: By 27:D

061. How many kids do you want: 3

062. Any name in mind: Sydney, Clare, Taylor, Jake.

063. What did you want to be when you were little: A singer songwriter. Maybe still think of this option now xD Just the songwriter, cancel the singer part.

064. Careers in mind: Accounting, songwriter.

065. Mellow future or wild: Mixture of both?

066. Something you would never try: kill someone or myself.

067. When do you want to die: Whenever God wants me to

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)

068. Lips or Eyes: Berry-beautiful eyes

069. Romantic or Funny: Both?

070. Shorter or Taller: TALLER!!

071. Protective or Caring: Not so protective ,VERY CARING!

072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Nice arms

074. Sensitive or Loud: Not too loud or too sensitive.

075. Hooked-up or Relationship: relationship

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: A bit of both :) I like trouble !

077. Muscular or Normal:Mixture of both.

078. Kissed a stranger: Ewww!! I'm not a slut.

079. Broken a bone: My bones are perfect , thank you.

080. Lost glasses or contacts: I don't wear both.

081. Ran away from home: Noooo, I'll miss my bed too much :)

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Nope

083. Killed somebody: no

084. Broken someone's heart: Yea, and I'm really sorry.

085. Had your heart broken:Yes, by friends.

086. Been arrested: Nope. I'm a good girl.

087. Cried when someone died: yes. really badly.

088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yes

089. Yourself: Someone that people really liked.

090. Miracles: yes, God gives them.

091. Love at first sight: not really.

092. Heaven: The path I'll go after God decides to take me away :)

093. Santa Claus: Santa Claus never come to Malaysia, too hot, and no chimney xD

094. Tooth fairy: Idk, never tried.

095. Kiss in the first date: I've never been on a date.

096. Angels: The most beautiful and purest things created by God.

Answer Truthfully

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yes

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : Now, no, I wanna go somewhere else.

099. Do you believe in God? : Of course !

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people

a)Zhe Kai
b)Jerrica
c) Talisa
4)Ed-Lynn
5)Zhi chung
6) Daniel

God, this is so long winded.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-05-10T12:26:00.003+08:00

JOSEPH LOH WEI AN!!!
Happy Birthday, thanks 4 being super awesome :D
ily.
15 !!!!!!
6 yrs since I met you xD
I miss huang lao shi's tuition classes.hahahahaha.
Best of luck in everything, kay??

hearts,
shao wen

Gloriana

2009-05-09T21:32:00.007+08:00

A new band !!! I love this song of theirs :D Wild at heart. go watch.I can't wait to see more.

I just watch Paranoid-JB.
It was said to be about Taylor.
Not nice at all. Forever and Always is so much better.

I have uber lame friends all over the world xD

2009-05-09T20:16:00.004+08:00

hahahahhahahahhaha.....
Today's hilarious :D

AT ppl r so cool with my blurness.

I post on the wrong thread once,
forgotten to ask questions twice( it's a game),
ALL IN ONE DAY!!!

Twitter was also lame -_-
hahahahhaha, but the lameness and chatting totally made my day hilarious :D
Thank you guys xD

Want to join AT, tell me, I'll tell you the URL in private.
IT'S THE BEST FORUM EVER!!!
Join Twitter and follow me :
www.twitter.com/jewel1124

Ahhhhh, funny day xD

Earth Hour :D

I look so different !!!
Yuk Chai's PE shirt :D

I'M STAYING BEAUTIFUL :D

2009-05-08T20:20:00.008+08:00

Hmmmm, I'm tired, lazy and bored today. So I decided to take a day off from studying. Study tomorrow. Blogggg, what to blog about?

-Taylor posted a new blog on her myspace. hahaha, thanks to Liz( her back-up singer, co-writer of some of her songs, roommate) she woke up at 5:30 when she can sleep until 9:30. hahaha, never mind, Taylor, there's always tomorrow to sleep until 9:30 xD To those of you who are interested, Taylor's myspace. www.myspace.com/taylorswift.

- I have a nice place to hang out online , a place with really nice people around the world. A Taylor Swift forum. We called it AT. A short form for it's real name ( No, Hui yi, it's not American Taylor). I don't really want to tell you guys its real name or the URL to the site and forum. Cos it's like a place where I can really talk without people telling me I'm a big crazy Taylor fan. Cos believe me, EVERYONE there is as CRAZY as me, and even CRAZIER.(You lift my feet of the ground, you spin me around, you make me crazier,crazier xD )hahaha. ( Sorry AT-ers if you guys are reading my blog, which I doubt. Anyway, if you guys happen to read my blog again and come to this post, sorry for not inviting new members to the big family, sorry xD but I'm spreading Taylor without mentioning AT's link much so, it's okay rite??xD It's like the best forum I ever joined. My status there is STAYING BEAUTIFUL. I love this status. Fyi, we have like different status according to how many post you posted. I reached Staying Beautiful ,which is like from 500 post to 1000 post I think, not sure. There's Invinsible, Trying to find a place in this world, on the outside, fearless fan, see the light in you and more, I think, can't remember. Basically , it's like lyrics from Taylor's songs. Oh, there's also Tied together with a smile ;)

- Balau's awesome. I love it now, really. Today we sang Happy birthday to Pn Ong. Her birthday is on Sunday, which is on Mothers' Day. Can celebrate together. Awesome,rite? Anyway, she said her daughters are not here to celebrate it with her, so we celebrate it for her xD. WE LOVE YOU PN ONG :)

- This is like one of the longest post I even written -_- Only 7 people's online on AT. No wonder I'm so bored. Oh, CAITLIN won in4merz contest !! She saw Taylor yesterday. Lucky you , Caitlin and congratulations :D You totally deserve meeting Taylor :D Wanna know details ?? Go to www. sparksfly.tumblr.com .
(P/S : Sparks Fly is one of Taylor's song, and I still haven't listen to it, my stupid song downloaded is currently broken or something. Aish, can't download)

That all for long, from me :D
Ciao:D

hearts,
Shao Wen

:(

2009-05-06T20:56:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why, I feel so weird right now,
a little insecure, a little depressed, a little emo-ish,
I don't know, Feels like I'm suffocating,
and I don't know why?
But I know I'll be okay,
little emotional today :(
Things are really not for me to shape ,aren't they?
Got to study-_-

IT HAS ARRIVED:D

2009-05-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

Taylor Swift More CMT Music More CMT Music Videos

oh, it turns out that I can't hear the music this morning cos I didn't on the volume on the video xD My bad :D

Lameness

2009-05-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

God, my brother was so lame that day, this is what he said :

zhe :" hey, wen, what is the fastest tailor in the world"

I thought he was saying Taylor instead, so I answered:
"HUH??"

zhe:" you know Tailor, there..the one who sew stuffs?"

wen:" ohhh, that Tailor"

zhe:" so who's the fastest tailor in the world??"

without thinking I said

"Taylor Swift lar!!!"

zhe:" how you know??"

wen:" cos Taylor...then swift mah?!?"

lol, tt was the lamest thing my brother ever said .
super lame :D

You Belong with ME!!!!

2009-05-03T10:58:00.002+08:00

It's supposed to come out on May 4, but leaked:D
I dun care, I LOVE IT. IT"S THE BEST VID EVER!!

So sweet :D
okay, so basically,I have to remove it cos it's copyrighted by Big Machine Records. Well, it is a leaked version. So I have to wait till 2morrow, which it is rumored to come out.May 4th, 2morrow, MONDAY, PLEASE LET IT BE TRUE :D

Thanks Sarah :D

2009-05-02T20:39:00.005+08:00

Sarah from AT made me a Set !!! Thanks Sarah, I absolutely 100% love you. U're awesome, the best :D

I love it, and i love Taylor, I love Sarah, Thank you.
Like it? no, Love it :D

I chose the pics and the words, and Sarah made it for me :D

In4merz.com

2009-04-25T19:08:00.002+08:00

'if you're a fan of taylor swift join in4merz.com today! thanks to my friend caitlin for telling me about it! IN4MERZ.COM' If you don't , you ain't FEARLESS!

JOIN NOW, and promote Inmerz.com to help Caitlin Grey, cos whe totally deserve it. Just go to www.youtube.com/caitlindaisygray and watch the "taylor in4merz m&g contest" and comment , i think, Idk really how this works. be4 April 30th.I noe,i noe it's late, but I just found out. Caitlin deserved it !!! Please help, I know you guys will too . Do it as if it is 4 me:) Pls??

Taylor Swift :D

2009-04-24T19:19:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT??????????
EEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I came across an article saying that Taylor loves reading blogs. Her dad gets Google Alert on her and sends some to her to read . OH MY GOSH! THAT'S SO AWESOME!!I absolutely love her :D
I wonder if she read my blog??( PLEASE OH PLEASE DO)

Taylor if you're reading this :

THANK YOU THANK YOU so much for even reading this, and for inspiring me. I love you . And hey, any chance of coming Malaysia for an autograph session and a concert?? Idk, but it'll make my life if you do. Good luck on your Fearless tour :D and have fun, loads of them.

Hearts

Shao Wen:D

P/S: Taylor kicked off her Fearless tour two days ago, if you all don't know :D

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale

2009-04-19T18:59:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna fail my mid-term-_-
seriously.

I just wanna say, I heart all the people that have inspired me in my songs, especially Taylor. The others are you, he, she,them.You may not know it, but one of you out there are the he, she and them.Even if I happen to meet you on a certain occasion,you never know, you may be the one I write about :)Even though I happen to dislike you, or even liked you, I still thank you for being the lead character in my songs. Thanks you, Because without you all in my life, I would not have written beautiful songs.Be proud :D But not all the lead characters exist, some don't.Maybe you'll be wishin' that you're not the lead fella in a certain song.

hearts,
Shao Wen

Best Days of your life

2009-04-15T17:51:00.004+08:00

I 100% love this vid.. Especially this part:

" I've been told that a cheater, is always a cheater"

awesome awesome.
If only I can write a song like tt :)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My new song. Nada, Try again :(

These Shining Eyes
He said, I shined like a star,
in the moonless night,
and sparks fly when I'm shining bright,
I knoe that he means it cos,
his eyes aren't lying,
his eyes are shining.

{Chorus}
Oh, these shining eyes,
it's like they talk to me,
they pulled me in,
they want me to believe,
everything he said to me,
These shining eyes,
they make me believe

He said, I'm more precious than a diamond ring,
and no money can ever buy me in,
I know that he's not lying,
cos his eyes are shining bright.

{ Repeat chorus}

Honey, remember when we were lying on
the back of your truck,

You said, that flawless face of mine,
looks like the face of an angel,
and I smiled so bright,
cos I know these shining eyes,
they shined so bright.
They never lied...

Down in the sewers...

2009-04-10T19:56:00.001+08:00

New Song : Flying High :D

2009-04-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

Flying High
I'm on the ground,standing among the crowd,
a nobody among millions of somebody,
feeling down cos I'm torn into pieces and I'm crashing down fast.

Somebody please tell me how to spread my broken wings,
take me to the place where I can be somebody.

{chorus}
Hey, tell me, how do you go so far, flying high above,
when I'm fighting lost battles again and again,
tell me how do you be someone who shines so bright?
tell me how does it feel, flying so high.

Walk down lonely roads, searching for a way on my own,
I hold on my guitar with tears in my eyes,
as I stand up again after every fall.

{Repeat Chorus}

Will you tell me how do you fly so high?
maybe when I know,
it's my turn to fly,
maybe when I know,
its my chance,
its my turn to fly.

nope, nada, this sucks -_-...
Try again.

I GOT HER ALBUM!!!!!!!! YEAAAAHHHHH~~~~

2009-04-07T17:37:00.002+08:00

I GOT TAYLOR'S ALBUM!!!!!YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!! THE UK VERSION.

HEY, I GOT A NEW NICKNAME:Kwan Shao Wen aka Taylor Swift freak aka siao zha bo aka retarded gal aka ( fill in the blanks xD)

My baby cousin is throwing a tantrum o.O

I love the LYRICS BOOKLET, need I say more???

Another new song, hope it's better.

2009-03-31T19:20:00.001+08:00

Not for me to shape
Baby , what did you see?
See you end up missing me?
I hope you think about it,
cos I'm not waiting for you to call me,
and say you want me back,
that she was just your rebound girl,
when you're trying not to think of me.

{chorus}
You don't have to tell me sweet little stories,
that will make me love you till the end of time,
It's too late,
you should have figured it out,
before you started saying things that you don't mean it,
causing me to cry every night,
cos things are not for me to shape.

Baby,what did you hear?
hear me say I don't love you anymore?
I hope you'll think about it,
cos then you'll see I'm not looking for your company,
I'm going on life without you.

{ Repeat Chorus}

Honey,
one day you'll look back and see that,
I'm 10 times better than the person you wanted to be.

So,
{Repeat chorus}

To me, this is on top of the longkang. can see the head di.:D
hahahahaha, private joke, between me and joseph :D

Watch this...

2009-03-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

I love this song, Taylor's a genius, she wrote this when she was 13.

Enjoy :D

Oh, and please, please sign this thing, is to get Taylor on Oprah, this is on her wish list so please please please help.

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/2/lets-get-taylor-swift-on-oprah

Thanks :D

Daydreaming

2009-03-28T18:37:00.003+08:00

Daydreaming
I never realize how dangerous,
daydreaming will take me,
till I got smack flat on the floor,
by the very presence of you.

Your smile makes me forget who I am,
swept the wind out of me,
that voice of yours,
telling me you loved me,
makes me wonder if I'm in a dream.

{chorus}
I hope I was all you could think about,
because you're always on my mind,
I can't get you out of the pictures in my head,
just spending everyday , thinking of your name,
daydreaming about someday you and I, you and I.

I wonder if I'll see you in my dreams,
and waking up seeing your face,
with that voice of yours,
whispering my name,
constantly telling me you loved me, loved me.

{ Repeat chorus}

And now I'm sitting on a park bench,
daydreaming and wishing,
someday you 'll see the light.

{ Repeat chorus}

Letters going out, to him, I wish I can see you again
Seems like ure not really a big inspiration to me...
It's not helping me, sry.

I like it :D the chorus part.
too bad, other ppl don't think so.
(

Hey Taylor :D

2009-03-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

This guy is super talented man, and I like his voice, this video is hilarious man, I couldn't stop laughing,I love it man, seriously, I love it, maybe one day I'll write about Taylor too.

hahhahahahhaha, still can't stop laughing, I envy him man, THIS GUY IS AWESOME!!!!
* speechless*

hahahahahahhahah...

Lyrics:

I hear you on the radio
I see you in my dreams
The thought of getting close to you
Is just a fantasy
Your pictures in the magazines
I see you on TV
Someday when you sing "Our Song"
I hope you'll think of me, cause I'm the one you need

Hey Taylor
Someday you'll know my name
Hey Taylor
And you'll never be the same

I'd let you drive my pickup truck
If i had a day with you
We'd sing along with my stereo
As loud as we wanted to
I know you havent met me yet
But if you ever do
You'll forget about the Steven
And that guy named Drew, This I promise you

Hey Taylor
Someday you'll know my name
Hey Taylor
And you'll never be the same
Hey Taylor
Just one look my way
Hey Taylor
I'm bettin' that you'll stay

I'm gunna show ya
How nice a guy can be
And you will know that you're the one for me

Hey Taylor
Someday you'll know my name
Hey Taylor
And you'll never be the same
Hey Taylor
Just one look my way
Hey Taylor
I'm bettin' that you'll stay

Slacking's over, back to work:(

2009-03-22T13:07:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL'S STARTING 2MORROW:D

I'm excited:D and sad, excited cos I can be hyper :D
Sad??? HOMEWORK!!!
I tell you, DJ is super crazy.

"Will you take me on a roller coaster ride,
make me breathless speechless?"

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OMIGOSH!!!! I LOVE THIS PICTURE:D
This background is awe-some;D

White Horse-Taylor Swift

2009-03-19T11:56:00.005+08:00

Gosh, I finally found out how to upload video. -_- Took me so long o.0. hahhaha, finally. This is the official music video for White horse. Taylor Swift's latest single. Can't wait for the next single.This thing is kinda slow.hahha, the guy from one tree hill, i think....

Taylor Swift More CMT Music More CMT Music Videos

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this song took me about two weeks to finish.:D hope you guys like it.

Beautiful
I perched on the balcony,
let my thoughts come and go,
and it stopped where your words starts to flow,
i heard it every time I'm alone,
when you're long gone.

I'm sitting on the floor,
staring at the phone,
waiting , just waiting for you to call.

{chorus}
Baby, you make me go crazy, twist me up in your little love spell,
it makes me never get to say things I wanna say,
cos you're taking my breath away,
and in your eyes I'm every piece of beautiful,
every piece of beautiful you've ever seen.

You held my hand and pulled me into your arms,
making me safe no matter where we are,
look me in the eye and kiss me in the summer air.

{ repeat chorus}

You don't know how much I wanna,
fall asleep in your arms,
waking up to find the flawless face of an angel ,
right beside me, holding me tight.

{ repeat chorus}

Well... It's normal, I guess.

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Hey, this is a song about someone who come and went so briefly out of your life hat you didn't even catch a name, just a smile:D

Mr. Anonymous

I don't even know his name,
never gotten the chance to ask,
maybe for a phone number,
so we can see how far this will take us.

Didn't even greet a simple hello,
when I sat next to him one day,
just shyly glancing at him through my lashes,
every now and then.

{chorus}
Mr. Anonymous, will you tell me your name?
Will you take me on a roller coaster ride?
make me breathless, speechless,
and maybe crazy in love with you.
Mr. Anonymous, who are you and please tell me,
what have you done with this heart of mine?

He flashed me that brilliant smile of his,
I can feel my heart stop beating,
make me forget how to breathe,
I'm hyperventilating baby can't you see your smile make my knee go weak?

{ Repeat chorus}

oh, Mr. Anonymous,
when can I see you again?
Maybe next time we'll speak,

Next time,
{repeat chorus}

I just realise, I'm an idiot most of the time

2009-03-18T18:38:00.002+08:00

Yeah, ^^^^ kinda late for me to realise, stupid, stupid , stupid, I lost my pen drive:( ( Pen drive , where art thou???)Actually , I lost it a long time ago, maybe I was hoping that it'll turn up somehow. It didn't. I'm working hard on a song. It's almost two weeks and I've only finished half of it. It better be good man.Maybe I took so long cos it's different than my usual style.I have tuition tonight. yea, my mom's nagging me to go shower.hahhahahaha, so maybe I will;D Ciao:D

You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone

2009-03-16T13:16:00.002+08:00

Funny, you may say, but my title do not signify anything, it's just a song, I just heard on my own playlist ( harharhar) . It's a really nice song , called "you're not sorry". I think my friends refrain to visit my blog cos half of them have no idea what am I writing in it. I blog about my own songs, Taylor Swift and sometimes , about my life:D Sometime, or most of the time, I'm speechless. Holidays just started, I'm going 1 u 2morrow 2 watch Jonas Brothers' 3D experience. Don't get me wrong, I don't like them, I'm watching cos Taylor guest stared?? ( is it the right word?) in it. Yea, I'm insane okay? I admit it. Yawn, I feel like sleeping, hahahha.

Your words linger in my head:D
twist me up till I'm sufficating..
You make me beautiful..
Hey, nice, I'll add it in my new song,
hahahahahaha, i noe i noe,
those are seriously random man.
Ciao:D

Banner:D

2009-03-14T20:58:00.003+08:00

NICEEEEE?????
I got someone to do this for me, it's nice right???
Maybe I'll get someone else to go an avatar for me next.
You know what?? I'm gonna ask this instant:D
WEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hahhahahahahaa....
lovelovelove

" You make me go crazy, twist me up in your little love spell"

^^^^^That's one of the line for my new song:DD

I may be good, but she's better.

2009-03-12T20:30:00.002+08:00

Success really don't come easily huh?? My brain's jammed up every time and when I get something down, it's just never gets good enough .It's like........disappointment. Even if people think it's good, I'll see other people's work and be like whayddahell , she writes better, hers flows and rhymes better. I suck okay??? I do, and everything is like pointless and just for fun. It gets better, sometimes, but now for me??? It's going down the sewers, man.Inspiration don't come that way, it don't come easily at all.I'm done emo-ing.And I'm signing out. Haiz...

" I've been trying to FLY but I couldn't find WINGS!!!!"

Smile, laugh, cry:D

2009-03-11T18:12:00.004+08:00

yeap, Some of our results came back, (omigosh) teachers mark super fast, Balau people are -fill in the blanks, people- man!!!! I have to study hard:D Balau people are screaming at me, yes I noe. Okay , let me rephrase, I'll study harder to keep up on my results:D hhaahhahaha, I noe , they're still screaming. So , I better shut up now, kay I'm eating dinner now:D lol, super random, my brother's SPM results are coming out 2morrow:D Wonder what he'll get?? Hmmmm, I think I'll pray for him:DMaybe, probably.......

"I tried to fly but I couldn't find wings, you pulled me in and you changed everything."

I can't believe it at all.

2009-03-10T17:02:00.003+08:00

I just heard Taylor Swift's new song on Hannah Montana's new movie.It's called Crazier>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I repeat , I can't believe it, it is the most beautiful song I ever heard. No kid, man. Listen to it, it's on my playlist, 1st song in fact. It's like.........wow, no words to explain.

Oh yeah, I got rather good result for my maths;D Very pleased with myself. And guess how much Hui min got??? 100%, no kid, but it's normal, she's so smart , especially in maths. Diari Sekolah looks horrible, right people? I warned you guys. DJ lost it's sense of style. I mean, it was so nice last year.

Go Taylor, love her new song!!!
I wanna be in Melbourne today:(

Ciao:D

"You make me crazier, crazier, crazier..."

Hallelujah

2009-03-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, YAY, finally , I've been waiting for so long;D Taylor Swift was performing in Brisbane yesterday!!! SHE WAS AWESOME!!!! I should have bought a plane ticket and fly there to watch her sing:D She's never gonna come here:( Fat chance man, oh and she was on CSI yesterday too, I watched the trailer, haha, so many wigs.Fearless was on the Billboard chart for its 11th week;D
She rocks;D
Oh, and I screwed Geografi upxD

"there you stood there with me in the doorway, my hand shake I'm not usually this way, U pulled me in and I'm a little more brave, it's the first kiss, it's flawless, it's really something, It's fearless~~~"

Flawless

2009-03-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

Flawless
Rain is pouring one late afternoon,
everything looked so beautiful,
as you hug me from behind.

We walk down the road,
your eyes linger on mine,
they looked so crazy in love,
I bet mine looked the same too.

{chorus}
Your deep blue eyes,
oh, they shined so bright,
they looked so caught up in love,
when you looked at me,
I can't breathe, I can't see,
it's the flawless everyone wanted it to be.

You held my hand,
down the pavement floor,
it's 2 a.m. and we're watching the starry night.

{Repeat chorus}

Never ever felt a love like this,
its flawless, its the beautiful
love can ever be.

{Repeat chorus}

Okay , back to studying Sejarah and Chinese;D

Wishful thinking

2009-02-23T18:21:00.001+08:00

Wishful thinking
we were lying on his front lawn,
listening to songs on the radio,
watching the clouds floating past.

He was talking about dreams, about love,
while I looked at him,
with some wishful thinking,
that one day he'll be mine.

every night
{chorus}
I lie on my bed,
count the stars in the skies,
and wish upon a shooting star,
asking God and praying hard,
for someday fate to find us.

we were sitting in his car,
and he was laughing at a joke I said,
but he doesn't know ,
that that just made my day.

Every time I look at him,
with wishful thinking,
that one day cupid's arrow will fall..

{repeat chorus}

He's beautiful,
and I'm silently,with wishful thinking,
hoping that this angel in front of me,
will love me someday.

and I still,
{repeat chorus}

Days go by...

2009-02-19T18:40:00.003+08:00

I've not been posting since Feb 2 0_0, yeah, it's not surprising anyway, SOOOO busy nowadays, two more weeks and it's exams , ARGGGHHHHHH!!! okay, *sighs*...

Feb 14
VAL'S!!!
Actually valentine's is not really meaningful now, just receiving and giving, getting boring actuallyxD

Feb 17
0_0 Tetanus Jab,
not pain , not pain,
tomorrow wake up, head dizzy, feel like vomiting,
End of 1st period FEVER...

Feb 19(which is today;D)
DEBATE FINALS!!!!
I'm timekeeper;D
BALAU WON!!!!
GO BALAU, WE ROCK:D

The rest of the days past soooo quickly , everyday it's filled with the same thing,
wake up, eat breakfast,shower, go school, come home, eat lunch,shower, do homework, go tuition, finish homework, do revision, sleep..

SO BORING!!!!

Well, that's all;D
Ciao:(

"My mistake, I didn't know,to love, you have to fight to get the upper hand"

No. 17

2009-02-02T19:00:00.002+08:00

You and Your lies

It's raining outside,
another day I'm seeing your face,
wanna smack you hard on your face,
cos it's full of you and your lies,
you and your lies.

What happened to the other side of you,
the one that I met,
the one that we shared happy days together,
he's gone, now what I see is,
you now...

[chorus]
You said' I love you more than everyday',
'Baby, I've never felt this way before'
I believed you and
I poured my soul to you,
but now I know,
you're just a big liar,
a big loser,
who's just looking for some simple love.

Remember that day when you said,
we're better as friends,
turned back and I cried myself to sleep,
I know, you cheated, you lied,
cos you were kissing her in the park,
telling her the same lies....

[ Repeat Chorus]

What's left for her is you and your lies,
but for me I'm starting a new life,
kick you out of my mind,
it's your loss,
you don't appreciate me,
don't come and say that
you're sorry, sorry, to me,
cos I'm never gonna give in like this...

hahaha..
Weird;D
I think it's okay;D

Breathe in breathe out;D

2009-01-30T12:57:00.005+08:00

Chinese new year...

Wow, I ate 5 mcdonalds value meal in a week >.<

Getting fat....

Haiz....Win money, lose it again the next day.

THEN WHAT'S THE POINT???

hahahaha,
lol, my fault actually, who tell me so greedy, haha..
I watched Another Cinderella story during CNY;D my cousin bought the disc
not bad you know;D

Drew Seeley kinda cute;D
Omigosh, can't wait till Taylor Swift's album comes out here,
Forever and always is about Joe Jonas, no wonder 0_0
27 seconds break-up call, pfft..
Broken heart , but still can write out a nice song;D
Okay, off topic..
HEY, got people call me ' gu gu '
super old, man.
hahaha, we camwhored a lot this CNY, I can't wait to get the pictures from my cousins;D
I JUST GOT BACK TODAY , super tired..
wanna write a new song, too lazy;D
that's all i guess;D
Ciao.

I was there when you said forever and always
you didn't mean it , baby

My shining light;D

2009-01-22T19:51:00.004+08:00

NO.16;D

My shining light

I was just fifteen,
you were playing in the court,
sweating and laughing,
with your best friends.

Came walking in my direction,
sat down and said,
'hello, you are?"

[chorus]
Fifteen, such a beautiful sight,
gorgeous guys, best friends
and pretty blue skies,
screaming and laughing,
and love at first sight,
found my shining light,
my love and my life..

Holding hands, walking down the beach,
moonlight shined and the fire sparked,
as we were kissing in the midnight air.

hugging me tight,
swearing you're always mine,
stayed with me, held me tight,
when I needed him most,
and I cried all night,
with you by my side,
he said, I'll be there,
I'll be your shining light,
no matter rained or shined...

[ Repeat chorus]

September 16th,
we crossed our hearts,
forever and ever,
you and I..

[Repeat Chorus]

hahaha,
to everyone,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR:D
GOD BLESS:D
Why sept 16th??

I don't know ,

random number;D

Ciao;D

What happened?? I'm still in a daze..

2009-01-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

This- is- absolutely-awesome. The only Form 3 girl who got a post in Rangers, got the highest vote, highest ranking form 3 in Rangers??? Okay, this is so unbelievable. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU people that voted for me(maybe it's because I'm the only form 3 so you guys voted for me? Well, I'm okay with that.) I AM 12TH COY PR ONLINE '09 BABY!!!!!! Awesome start, super awesome, I might add. Anyway, my seniors told me that PR online don't do anything, but I don't care, I got a post and I'm still gonna come every week and work my way through to get higher post. I'LL REACH THERE MAN!!!Form 4 can get higher post already, so must work REALLY hard :D

I still can't believe it ,
harhar
Ciao;D

NO.15

2009-01-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

So sorry, my baby

See your face ,
passing by my car window,
smiling my favourite smile,
looking so happy now.

I wanna call out your name,
so you'll hear my voice,
see me here,
see my tear-stricken face.

[chorus]
I'm so sorry,
that we're never meant to be,
and I'm sorry,
I've never ever hear you out,
so sorry,
don't hate me,
I can't take it now,
so sorry, my baby,
please forgive me.

crying on my bed,
silently losing it,
losing my grip on love.

Our heart-crushing story,
not our dream fairytale,
but the greatest nightmare,
my fault,
my big mistake....

[ Repeat Chorus]

oh,oh...oh...

Baby i'm sorry,
Don't hate me,
I know I'm wrong,
such a stupid girl.....

[Repeat chorus]

lolness;D

New years resolutions, please come true,
I'm still working on it.

PFFT!!!!!!!!

2009-01-12T19:15:00.003+08:00

I'm getting so irritated that stupid speedy workers don't have Taylor Swift's CD and haven't even heard of her.

*Scream*

So hard to get her CD!!

"She wear short skirts, I wear T- shirts, She cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers, dreaming about the day, when you wake up and find that what your looking for, it's been here the whole time..."

Gah...

2009-01-06T21:05:00.001+08:00

It's only the SECOND DAY, and we're loaded with homework, homework and more homework . Imagine 1 week later? Gah, I feel like screaming now. 3 Balau , stress !!!! And I need my 8 As, BADLY!!! I really need it, so now is homework, study, tuition, revision and stress. Not what I was looking foreword to this year. Well, I'm still waiting and working on my new years' resolution , but it's really hard to find time to. My head's gonna burst and this two days I can't sleep well. *sigh*
I miss afternoon session. Morning session is just too weird and different. I feel like I'm going crazy, and it's only the second day. Great, there's a whole year in front of me. All I wanna say is:-

" GET ME THE HELL OUT OF THIS PLACE!!!!"

Ciao;(

" I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain,and it's 2am and I'm cursing your name,you're so in love that you act insane and that's the way I love you."

Screams again.......

2009-01-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day of school. Well, 3 Balau is not as bad as I thought;D First day and we're so noisy. Zhong Yuan's Moniter while Beatrice got assistant;D hahahahaha.

Pn Azeana( My Class Teacher ):Beatrice Yew.

Beatrice: huh?

Pn Azeana: ah, you jadi assistant lar.

Baetrice: HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lol, it was so funny. Oh, yeah. I'm secretary of 3 Balau;D Can you actually balieve that there's only 38 people in my class?? Just 11 guys. Yea, girls rule xD.

kay, * Screams*!!!!!!!!!!
I think my New years' resolution is coming true!!
I'M SO HAPPY , THERE IS NO WAORD TO EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS;D

that's all for the first day;D

Ciao..

" I'm a girl who love people for real"

Lucky(Tagged by Shi wen)

2009-01-03T16:36:00.000+08:00

Rules:
I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Rihanna-Disturbia(o_o.....I won't say that!!)

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Taylor Swift- A place in this world ( ermm.. DON'T MAKES SENSE!!!)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
JJ Lin- Little Dimples( hahahahahaha)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Taylor Swift-Invisible( Maybe I feel invisible today*shrugs*)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Taylor Swift- White horse(hahahahahah, don't make sense)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Taylor Swift- I'd lie( OMIGOSH, no~~~)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Taylor Swift- Picture to burn( Please no...)

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Taylor Swift-Cold as You( Okay, this is retarted)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Anna Nalick-Breathe(....................)

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Taylor Swift- Tim Mcgraw( Don't make any sense)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Taylor Swift- The Best Day(OH , this is better;D)

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Taylor Swift- Breathe(o_0)

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Taylor Swift- Fifteen( lol)

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Taylor Swift- Our Song( this is good;D)

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Taylor swift- Fearless( ????????)

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Vanessa Calton- Nolita Fairytale( Maybe)

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Taylor Swift- Love Story(?????)

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Abba- Mamma Mia!( ahahhahahhahahaaah)

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Alana Grace- Black Roses red( well , it makes a little sense)

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Ayumi Hamasaki-Heaven( yea, I'll go to heaven when I die;D)

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
backstreetboys-Shape of my heart (?????)

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Ayumi Hamasaki- Dearest( ...............)

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Rihanna- Cry(No comment)

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Jasan Mraz Ft Colbie Calliet-Lucky( hahahahhahaha)

Weird tag....
:) joseph
xD Jia Gin
;D Melody
C(X jerrica
=P zhi chung
=/ jonathon

Screams

2009-01-03T15:53:00.000+08:00

Back to school!!!!!!!!! Seriously, I don't know whether I should be happy about this. 3 Balau , sounds old;D 14 Going on 15. Time really flies, it was only yesterday when we stepped into SMKDJ.

;D
3 more years left of high school.
Then we're off.
Wow!!!!
Can time slow down?
*sigh*
*screams*
SCHOOL'S the day after tomorrow!!
can't wait.
hhahahahahah.

New year, New song;D

2009-01-02T20:37:00.001+08:00

hahahahhahahahhaha
Stupid title;D
anyway,
yeah, another song;D
No.13

I'm not that girl

I never thought I'll ever see,
that day that you'll come,
begging for me.

you're that gorgeous face of an angel,
and I'm that glassed, shy little girl.
you seemed so beautiful,
but you never loved for real.

{chorus}
I'm not that girl,
your little doll you can throw away,
anytime you wanted,
I'm not like all the stupid girls,
that you keep by your side,
only when you needed them,
and they don't cared,
not hurt about it.
I'm not that girl,
I'm a girl who,
love people for real.

You stood there in my doorway,
begging,
crying for me,
for a second chance,
said you're sorry,
you were a fool,
never should have hurt me.
and I said that...

{Repeat chorus}

Things changed for real,
we both walked our own ways,
never looking back,
and that's not gonna change,
cos...

{Repeat chorus}

New year, new song..
Getting better??
Nope, I don't think so.
But I liked it;D

Happy New Year;D

2009-01-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year;D

Resolutions & wishes....
* sighs*
Shooting stars;D
Star light, star bright, First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have my wish fulfilled tonight.
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;D
Ciao.
I hope that you guys will have a blessed year ahead of you.

Hello, Chinese People, goodbye my banana friends;(

2008-12-30T13:46:00.000+08:00

Pfft...I'm in 3 Balau next year...

I'm gonna miss my friends who are going to 3 Angsana.
Next year is gonna be so boring:/
Mixing with the Belians..
hmmm...
Life's gonna be so quiet and boring next year..
Happy for the 3 Angsanas next year.
At least you guys will still be as sakai and as happy-go-lucky as this year..
Have fun, guys,
gonna miss you all;(

Crazed xD

2008-12-29T17:48:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to 1U Speedy to look for Taylor Swift's CD,
SOLD OUT:/
Omigosh...

I like this line;D

"Stupid girl, I should have known, should have known that ..."
-White Horse by Taylor Swift.

And this too;D

"When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress, think of my head on your chest , in my old faded blue jeans..."
-Tim Mcgraw by Taylor Swift.

*sighs*

Old lyrics, not much:/

2008-12-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

Old lyrics..
Just posting it, I'm just too bored.xD

Everything
Dried flowers lay on my table,
reminds me of your face,
love notes with your name on it,
gets me crying again.

Paper loves scattered on my bedroom floor,
brings back the memories,
our favourite song on the radio,
crush my heart into million pieces.

{Chorus}
Never knew anything,
everything,
that makes me do it,
I never enjoy, just wanna cry,
over everything I've done.

Never knew who was it,
was it me?
That let you go,
I never enjoy, just wanna cry,
over a stupid mistake.

Staring outside my window,
seeing you down in the streets,
with her in your arms,
while I'm stuck up here,
screaming my heart out.

{Repeat Chorus}

I get up and washed my face,
embracing a new chapter of my life,
I gotta move on,
gotta get over you,
someday,
somehow.

So short!!!!!!

Tagged by Jon;D

2008-12-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

1. The last person who tagged you is?
Jon Jon;)

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Good friends.

3. Your impression of him/her is?
hahahahhaa, someone that can cheer me up with random stuffs.

4. The most memorable that he/she has ever done for you?
Ermmm.....Listening to me?

5. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever said to you?
Thank you?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
That will never happen cos we're good friends.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will have to improve on?
Practise your five-string guitar , mister.hahahahah..Joking lar.

8. IF he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
How can Jon be my enemy?
oh, unless he betray me.
You won't , rite?

9. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Be there for him when he needs a friend;D

10. Your overall impression of him/her is?
a Sakai and a great person.

11. How do you think people around you feel about you?
How would I know?

12. The character you love about yourself is?
A good Friend;D

13. On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is?
Nothing?

14. The most ideal person you wanna be is?
ME:D

15. Pass the quiz on to 6 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. Joseph
2. Melody
3. Jerrica
4. Samantha
5. JonathanxD
6.Shiwen

16. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
no one

17. What is number 2 studying about?
Something something?How would I know HK's education system?

18. When was the last time you had a chat with number 3?
The day we skyped.

19. Does number 1 have any siblings?
2 bros

20. Will you woo number 3?
EWWWW.. NO . I'M STRAIGHT!!

21. What is the surname of number 6?
Lee

22. What is the hobby of number 4?
Drawing

23. Where is number 2 studying at?
Some international school in Hong Kong.

24. Talk something casually about number 1.
Short;D

25. What colour does number 4 like?
No idea

26. Is number 1 and number 5 best friends?
Yup

27. How did you get to know number 2?
She's my cousin!!!! I know her since she's a baby!!!

28. Does number 1 have any pets?
Yeap...a turtle!!

I think I did this before.
Shoot, i did it before.
Ah... Never mind:/

Prince Charming ;D

2008-12-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

Kinda sucked, to me;/

Prince Charming
Everything's so clear,
eventhough it's just dim lights,
from the candles placed between us,
it's our first date,
and everything's so perfect,
that I think its just a dream.

and then you smiled me your gorgeous smile,
and asked me what I was thinking?
I said nothing,
but actually I'm thinking whether,
you really liked me.

{chorus}
You are my
Prince Charming,
riding on your horse,
My dream,
my fantasy come true.
and I'm just a plain, ordinary girl,
that loved you since we first met.
So will Prince Charming fall in love with me?
I don't think so.

You drive me back home,
in your father's car,
it's the end of our first date,
and you were avoiding my eyes,
and kept you're thoughts to yourself,
the silence flowed through us,
and it's getting awkward.

{Repeat chorus}

You walked me to my door,
with a look so weird,
my heart was crushed,
And I was trying so hard ,
not to cry,
when I turned around,
to say goodbye,
you gave me a kiss,
and said I loved you,
it's my first kiss,
every girls' dream come true.

{chorus 2}
You're my dream,
my fantasy come true,
you are my prince Charming,
riding on your horse,
and I'm just an ordinary girl,
that my prince Charming loved.

Lolz...
Weird actually.

;/

2008-12-21T13:35:00.000+08:00

For those people who wanna c my taiwan trip day 2 and 3, go my bro's blog,
Lazy to upload pics.
spent so much money:/
So tired..

' Will I ever be the same again?'